I have been suffering from a loss of motivation. But, I have regained some perspective and motivation. My family believes in me and is supporting me all the way. I haven't really been able to appreciate it until now.
My family is pretty large, and one or several of my family member offer me encouraging words everyday. I haven't really been willing to listen. What really made this set in was this car I have and a credit card bill. I have a car I bought a few months ago and it was in the shop getting repaired. I also had a pretty large credit card bill.
My economic situation is to the point where I had to leave the car at the mechanics because I was short on cash. The credit card bill was also rather mountainous. My family helped me to handle both of these things. I didn't deserve it. I didn't ask for. I'm nowhere near perfect. Despite any of that, they love me, believe in me, and support me (even when my self belief was waning).
I have to make the most of this opportunity. Yes, the opportunity still exists. I don't want to let them down by giving a porous effort. I have to fight and If I go down again, that is the only way I will go down. If nothing else, I am a fighter and have been all of my life. It is the only way I know how to conduct myself. I owe them some much thanks and gratitude. To them, I am truly indebted.
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